Monday, 13 July 2015

She Went to Bible School

This summer I caught a glimpse
and I felt what It must feel
like to send your baby to school
for the first time.
I had to let her go
all by herself
to play
and learn
and stick up for herself
and to be ok with what
she's been taught
and that she likes raisins
when the rest of the class
thinks they are gross.
I had to walk with her to her
class every morning
and let go of her
soft little hand
and leave without
kissing her beautiful
brown face
because you just
don't kiss your baby
in front of her peers.
 
She bounced out
of the house
Monday morning
with her dark brown her
pulled back into a pony
that swung back and forth
as she skipped to the flex.
 
So go ahead
You little bird
So quick your are to learn
spread your wings
and learn to fly
 make new friends
and be your lovely you.
 
I'll be at home
waiting for 12
to hear all about your day
while your gone
i'll nurse my mother heart
with coffee and cream.
and dream of how I
can take your innocence
and keep it in jar
like fire flies.
 
And do you know what?
You are the prettiest baby girl
I've ever seen.
I'm glad I get to be your mom
and watch you till
your all growed up.
and then some.
 
Jennifer hodgson
 
 
 
 


7 comments:

  1. The feeling.... yup. The feeling of letting the first one go... even if just for SVBS. It was hard for me. You wrote this so beautifully.

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  2. Isn't that just the toughest!?! To raise them with wings and roots... You captured the emotion, the tearing mother heart, the pride of seeing them blossom into their own little person.
    - Clarissa

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  3. Ok...this blog isn't behaving for me! Just keeps adding n adding my comment! Grrr.
    Anyway...it was VERY hard for me to Let Drake go to Kindergarten...esp since he weeped every morning when i dropped him off!!

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  4. Yay another post!! :-) Oh dear I feel your pain...I'm even dreading sending Emerson off to Sunday school in like a year and a half!

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  5. poignant and hopeful at the same time!

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  6. Loved this! Mommy-hood: this bittersweet job of holding close and letting go.... Sigh....

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  7. Uh-huh, i don't even want to think about what another year will bring to me and my little guy, such a short while ago I was only a new mom with her little firstborn.

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