Can you imagine this

Can you Imagine this...

 

If you were a mom

 

but no one acknowledged it

 

because there was no child to show

 

it was if your child was dead..

 

your arms were empty

 

and your heart was full and overflowing with

 

GRIEF

 

and WHAT IFS

 

and ANGER

 

Can you imagine if you

 

Lay awake every night

 

And wondered what your

 

little boy was doing now.

 

If his mama kissed him good night...

 

If he felt loved...

 

If he wondered about you...

 

If he had friends...

 

If he shared the same sense of humor...

 

Can you imagine if you

 

wished he were dead instead

 

because then you knew

 

Your little boy was safe with Jesus.

 

But instead you had to trust in

 

His "other Mother"

 

To guide him in this big bad world.

 

Can you imagine feeling

 

"Less than" on Mothers day

 

Because you had to hand your

 

little baby boy

 

over to someone else because

 

You weren't able to care for him?

 

It's too bad we can't remind

 

That Mother

 

that she has a heart of a true Mother.

 

A strength

 

A faith

 

She followed her heart.

 

She loved him so much

 

That she gave up her only son.

 

And turned and stumbled away

 

blinded by tears.

 

And drowned the feelings

 

in any desparate way...

 

I wish That Mother knew

 

That she is a

 

GOOD MOTHER.

 

a BEAUTIFUL MOTHER.

 

A MOTHER that will NEVER be forgotten.

 

Because she gave life.

 

Everyday the "other Mother"

 

is reminded because

 

she sees the "Mother"

 

smiling back at her.

 

It warms her heart.

 

And she smiles to herself.

 

THANK YOU

 

with love.